Earlier in the evening I was talking with a fellow runner
and he said that when it got hard, he found himself focusing on prayer. As he shared his thought on how he dealt with
the discomfort of running, I was reminded of a marathon in New Orleans. At every turn in the course, I would say the
“Lord’s Prayer.” Though it was years
ago, I couldn’t remember why I did it.
But when he said those words, focusing on prayer, it came back. In the midst of the trails of life, our
savior’s prayer has relevance. In the
joys of life, this simple prayer had power.
In the pain of striving forward, there was a healing peace. So now standing there waiting for the runner
to come, I started, “Our Father, who art in heaven…” As I prayed there in the dark and cold, I
felt my body relaxed. I was ready, there
in the center of my being.
As I watched out through the night, I felt the other runner
coming into the light. I stretched out
my arm and the snap bracelet found it.
Turning up the hill, I started out into the dark. My head lamp showed me the road ahead. Looking up was like looking into the
blackness of space. Lights from distant
houses, cars, and team vans were the only thing visible. And above me the darkness of clouds blocked
all the nocturnal lights. At the top of
the small rise I started on, I left my eyes again and in the distance, were a
few sets of blinking red lights of fellow runners on this dark country road.
This first mile was a set of undulating hills; at the top of
each crest you could see the blinking red lights of the runners in front. The road was still and silent. The distance had separated us from the other
teams. Those who were faster were long
gone and those slower had fallen off the pace, still there was a string of runners
making their way towards the summit of South Mountain. At the end of the first mile the road began a
slow rise, which marked the beginning of the 900 feet of climb. Easy and peaceful, I found myself relaxing
and found a prayer in each step I was taking.
My thoughts drifted to my family, to my four wonderful children, and
precious wife. “God, be with them…keep
them safe this night as they sleep…and I run up this mountain.” Then other family members and friends, each
remembered with petitions to God for their needs and struggles. I was lost in my thoughts for each of these
people who touched my life in many ways that they will never know…and the peace
continue. I passed a few runners and in
those moments, we greeted each other as companions, no longer competitors, as
we engaged in the struggle to reach the summit in our lives.
I felt the pressure in my arms and chest. I knew my heart rate was climbing as I moved
into a steeper section of the mountain.
The road was just the few feet my headlamp illumed before me. I wasn’t sure of my time, but I didn’t
care. My prayer for others turned to a
prayer for our nation and concerns for the poor and homeless. I propelled myself up the mountain, I found
myself on the verge of tears. The pain
from my left knee sent sparks up my left side.
In those few moments I envisioned another climbing a hill.
One of the great mysteries of faith is the connection that
we have with the suffering of Christ. At
this point my mysticism view of religion kicks in, but this connection I
believe is an aid and I don’t know how to describe it any better than
that. William James in his book
“Varieties of Religious Experience” notes this phenomenon as well. But to deal with this would reduce the
experience to something that cannot be fully explained. Simply put…as the pain and pressure of
running up the mountain increase in me there was equally reaction that drove me
into a stronger feeling of peace. This
run was becoming more a spiritual event that transported my mind and spirit to
another level of reality. There was a
physical pain, but there was a spiritual peace that came over me in the midst
of this battle. It seemed that time
slowed, the universe was suspended, and I experience something unique to
me. My body moved through time and space
and yet my spirit was the actor. It
pulled me up and forward. If it was the
result of the combination of the water vapor, the headlamp, the fatigue, the
pain, could not deny these influences, but there was something more involved in
the struggle. A presence ran beside me
urging me up.
Before I knew it I was making the decent down the
mountain. I felt nothing put the need to
push down the hill as hard as I could propel my body forward. Then finally in the midst of the darkness, a
glow appeared further down the road. As
I made my way into the relay area, I was shocked at how short the run
felt. I quickly pulled and straightened
the slap bracelet and came into the relay zone.
My replacement stood there, holding out her arm. And it was over; I hit
the stop button on my watch and saw the time 56:57. Initially I couldn’t understand what I
read. I should have been 1:10:57 or
something in that area. I looked again
and the numbers did not change, it read 56:57.
I had just covered 6.6 miles over 900 feet of climb at a pace of
8:46. My fellow teammates rallied around
me, and they made me feel like I had just won the gold medal. Their high-fives and slaps on the back were
incredible. The remarkable thing was
that my earlier section of 6 miles had been covered in 53:47 for a pace of
8:57. Now I had just run 11 second
faster for each mile in the dark and over a mountain. If the truth is to be told, I didn’t do it
alone.
“Since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses,
let us also lay aside every weight and the sin that clings so closely, and let
us run with perseverance the race that is set before us….” (Harper Bibles
(2011-11-22). NRSV Bible with the Apocrypha (Kindle Locations 68399-68401).
Harper Collins, Inc.. Kindle Edition.)
I was surrounded by the prayers and thoughts of teammates,
friends and family. A few days later, I
had the chance to see a video clip made by one of my teammates. They had stopped on the mountain to film my
blinking lights, and cheer me on. But I
was so lost in my thoughts, I never saw them.
But they were there.
As we battle the challenges in our lives, we climb the
mountains that line our paths; we do not do it alone. We have others around us to help us on our
way, even if we do not see them, they are there standing on the side of the
road cheering us on to the end. Now with
my first two sections complete, there was the last one to face. I hadn’t thought about it until now and with
my body trying to recover and fighting for sleep, I knew I needed to refuel and
rest. Then test my body one last time.